Friday, December 30, 2011Y
No Matter by Angel with Lyrics (Full)
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Unhappy Day
This few day is my unlucky day i ever have :( early in the morning i check online to the ITE website and see what is my course for ITE, but i didn't get the beauty course at all :( They put me to the job that is very heavy and is also kind of machine style, so i told my dad and mom that i cant take this course and they told me to help me change and also talk to MOE about my condition so that i can go simei ITE, i also told them that the school put me to some where far from pairs ris -.-So as we setter all this thing and we went to kk hospital and check upAfternoon i went kk hospital to checkup, i reach there in the first place i go for blood testing after that waiting for ECG and also waiting for doctor to see my condition, doctor told me that my condition is not good and even bad, i was so worried and i feel like crying out. She told me that my lung pressure is too high and my heart and blood pressure is high too.... :( after a while my mom asked the doctor weather what course can i take for ITE and my mom told her that i want to take beauty course, so the doctor say i cant take beauty course because i need to run about, so she wrote a letter and told me that i only can take the office skill and i don't even like that course at all :( But i need to accept what the doctor give me :( So i feel like crying at one cornet because i feel so unlucky and also i heard what is my condition is :( I hating this world now and feel like passing away this world and i told myself i cant do it this way because i know that life will go through many many thing :) Unhappy thing, happy thing, sour thing and many more to go :D
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Happy day
Yesterday( 27/12/2011) is my most happy day i ever have in life :) early in the morning i went to simei ITE to check weather i got any interview, but luckily i didnt have cos of my course haven't came out so they told me to wait for this 30 december to check weather my real course is what? But i Hope i can take beauty course cos i really like that course so much :D
Me and my father talk to the ITE office people, we told them everything about my condition, they told us that they will try to talk to them and asked for transport! when we came back i was so tired but i can stop worried that i got any interview :)
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Monday, December 19, 2011Y
Yesterday Was A Sad Day
Yesterday (19 December 2011) was the result of N level, i though that i can get a good result on N level but i didn't make it :( When i first step inside the hall i feel so nervous at that time, I always though that i can get my English pass and go to office Service skill but i fail. All of my friend is happy because they get what they wan but i didn't, when my teacher called my name i was so nervous at that time, all my hand turn cold and black. when i received my result slip my tears drop, but i still can go ITE only i cant take the course i want. But at that time madam sahrul give me a big warm hug, she told me that i can still go ITE and to poly, she asked me not to give up went i was in ITE school :) I also get a Big hug from miss Erica. I'm so thankful to them for give me a hug they are like my sister and mother in school... So i told myself is it i didn't work very hard or i cant remember all those thing i learn? finally i know that i didn't work really hard, So i told myself to work hard and do well in ITE school..I hope that i can get beauty & wellness course or Hair Style course, if i get one of them i will sure be interest and do well, will my wish come true??? Now i Only Hope to go Simei ITE and get one of the course i wrote here :)
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Monday, December 12, 2011Y
2ne1 Lonely English version Moa [With lyrics]
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SNSD - Dear Mom (Eng Sub)
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Came Back From Hospital
On the 3rd of December 2011 I just came back from kk hospital. That day was my mom birthday but i given her this kind of presents! She was abit unhappy and was also worried for me on that day. In the early morning, we went out with her to go tampines and took her ring, on that day i was not feeling well at all but i didnt told her because if i told her, she will not celebrate her birthday at all...So i went with her for shopping.When night time we went to eat dinner with my uncle and his family, during the night time i feel so tired and no energy at all. After i ate finishing the dinner i went toilet and vomit out all those food that i have taken. After i throw out all those food that i ate i feel so dizzy and chest pain, so my mom and brother quickly called the ambulance and send me in to the hospital...When the ambulance on the way here, i was so dizzy and i faint on the floor but luck my mom and bro at my side to support me, when my bro asked me to hug him for not falling down but i didn't, my hand and leg have no energy at all :(After the ambulance came i was send to the hospital, but on that time i stay in the hospital my mom told me that next year don't celebrate her birthday anymore, after hearing this word from her mouth i feel so up sad at that time :(
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Friday, December 9, 2011Y
From baby i was not a healthy child at all, i born out within this few days i went for a heart operation at NUH.. When i grow up i went for other operation that also at NUH and it is a bone operation and that was happened in 2006 i was a primary 6 student, i told my doctor that i havent taken my PSLE at all so i cant go for operation at all but the doctor told us that if we still hold on and not going for operation i will die very fast so i stop school for half year and went for operationWhen i first push in to the operation room i was so scared that i will die inside and will never came out at all and inside the room i start to cry as loud as i can... But all those thing is over already :)A few month later i went home and rest so i didn't start school at all, but when ever i took my medical i will start to blame my parent for giving me this kind of body so my mom always tell me that is not that we wish, this is god give one and she told us that we cant choose one.. i also asked her before why didn't u give up on me when i was a baby? So sometime i will also blame the god not giving me a healthy body :(But now think back i think that i am so childish, if my mom one to give up on me why baby that time dont give up???? But now i feel happy to have this body so that i got a lot of friend and the most friend i saw her so brave is Vanessa she let me know that we don't have a good healthy doesn't mean that life is end :D
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So Nyhu Shi Dae Came Singapore
SNSD having live performance today, i though that i can go and watch them in live but too bad no one go with me at all :( I though that make a wish can get a ticket from them so that i can go and see them sing...But this year we cant get any ticket from them cos they didnt give the us at all, i told my friend to take more video of them in live and post on fb but she told me that she will try and take as much as she can!!! But i hope that next year if they come singapore again i can go watch them in live no need see friend video :))I hope wish will come truth
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Thursday, December 8, 2011Y
SNSD - The Boys (Nov 5, 2011)
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Life is happy :D
- Try not to be angry all the time, so that life will be happy and peaceful
- Thing will finally be solve if u know what to do it :D
- Dont always get angry easily so that u will feel that life is easy and happy to live, smile everyday :D
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