From baby i was not a healthy child at all, i born out within this few days i went for a heart operation at NUH.. When i grow up i went for other operation that also at NUH and it is a bone operation and that was happened in 2006 i was a primary 6 student, i told my doctor that i havent taken my PSLE at all so i cant go for operation at all but the doctor told us that if we still hold on and not going for operation i will die very fast so i stop school for half year and went for operation
When i first push in to the operation room i was so scared that i will die inside and will never came out at all and inside the room i start to cry as loud as i can... But all those thing is over already :)
A few month later i went home and rest so i didn't start school at all, but when ever i took my medical i will start to blame my parent for giving me this kind of body so my mom always tell me that is not that we wish, this is god give one and she told us that we cant choose one.. i also asked her before why didn't u give up on me when i was a baby? So sometime i will also blame the god not giving me a healthy body :(
But now think back i think that i am so childish, if my mom one to give up on me why baby that time dont give up???? But now i feel happy to have this body so that i got a lot of friend and the most friend i saw her so brave is Vanessa she let me know that we don't have a good healthy doesn't mean that life is end :D
