Last Thursday(7/6/2012) i went to my third aunties house and pray her, it was her 100 days leaving us, although now we know than after her 100 days leaving us we wouldnt cry anymore but my grandmother will still cry and she told me this:' Is sad than one good and nice daughter have left us, and im so upset' after hearing this from my ah ma i feel so sad too, although last time i didnt really talk to her at all but when she sick me and my dad went to visit her in her house, i found than my third aunties is kind and she like to joke too when she was ill.
When ever i saw my grandmother wiping her tears i feel so upset, i asked my ownself this: 'is it she last time do too many bad thing so than this time she when she getting old she need to send all those daughter and son aways????' but after thinking and thinking many time i find than is not her fault at all, it all because of god have set for us when u are leaving and when u are staying is all make for us when we born out :D
Last time small also keep on asking parents all this stupid question: 'why born me this way??" but after thinking back again found than it really really stupid at than time :D
